tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-43281805255900424012024-03-13T12:17:09.821+08:00The Andrew Ho WeblogHumility is my default positionAndrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.comBlogger153125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-20151291704049999182012-03-20T16:47:00.000+08:002012-03-20T16:48:35.471+08:00You must [like] this page!Remember I am still blogging on facebook! This blog is not dead! It channels you to a new one not dictated by google! (But another Jew call Mark Zuckerbird!)<br /><br /><br /><br /><iframe src="http://www.facebook.com/plugins/likebox.php?href=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2F%23%21%2Fpages%2FThe-Andrew-Ho-Page%2F122041921195401&width=292&colorscheme=light&show_faces=true&stream=true&header=true&height=427" style="border:none; overflow:hidden; width:292px; height:427px;" allowtransparency="true" frameborder="0" scrolling="no"></iframe>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-79192133743482080862010-12-28T12:33:00.005+08:002010-12-28T12:44:53.018+08:00The New Black!<iframe src="http://www.facebook.com/plugins/likebox.php?href=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2F%23%21%2Fpages%2FThe-Andrew-Ho-Page%2F122041921195401&width=292&colorscheme=light&show_faces=true&stream=true&header=true&height=427" scrolling="no" frameborder="0" style="border:none; overflow:hidden; width:292px; height:427px;" allowTransparency="true"></iframe><br /><br /><br />Let's face it, blogging is so 2005. Facebook is so popular today they even get their own movie. So I'm shifting to a newer platform, a testament to show that I can move along with time by creating a page to write all I want, when I want at nobody's expense.<br /><br />How many times do we have to visit a blog we like just to know that there is no update. When you do that 100 times, it kinda gets old and we start to be fed up. Fret not with liking a facebook page, when there's an update, you'll be automatically notified via your newsfeed. Hassle free for you, pressure free for me, I no longer have to force myself to update 4 times a week just to maintain readership, and you don't have to waste your time by visiting again and again just to check for updates. This is the new black.<br /><br />So like my page if you'd want to get some updates from me and perhaps a little reading pleasure to fill in your time.<br /><br /><br /><br />Cheers,<br />Andrew Ho,<br />A new label, the same great taste!Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-68255459049268387372010-11-15T21:41:00.001+08:002010-11-15T21:43:11.888+08:00I have been fine<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">"From my facebook note"</span><br /><br /><br />I have been fine. That's if you do care about my well being. Although there are times when I don't feel great, nobody wakes up every morning feeling like he is the king of the earth. I am a very regular person, almost like you. Of course there are probably a few of you who are reading, you probably wouldn't want to agree that we are the same. Mostly because you are an arrogant person thinking that your acheivements should be respected and admired. It often puzzle me if one is so great, why are they spending time acknowledging me disacknowledging them?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />All greatness is built upon humility. Not the other way round.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />To write something correctly and to write something interestingly isn't the same thing. I have been interesting.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />This morning over breakfast my pastor jokingly said a new covenant Rabbi is like an oxymoron. They can't co-exist together. I replied religiously, saying which is why this is something new, a new creation. We all laughed. And then I said a guy from church in west Malaysia cannot understand why I had been angry with my former pastor, as he had experienced similar thing. I said that's probably because he's like 30-40 years old when he left church? I was 13 when I got hammered with ridiculous counselling, spent years being discriminated in a church I faithfully attend as believing in ocultic doctrines. My teenage years were beautiful just as it was painful. I was just a kid.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />But anger can only last that long, we all learn how to forgive in time. Now we laugh over it. There are no wounds, only scars. I keep them to remind myself that the Lord has been good. Just as He always will be.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I am so sorry if I am not smart enough to write something more intellectual or impressive. I'm known to be a very simple person. It's very difficult to live a life trying to impress people and gain acceptance all the time. You're only sensational when there're people to love and hate you at the same time.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />So I have been fine. I do sports, I eat my vegetables, I go to church and read the Word, I got some time to spare. I got plans, I plan to stay calm and keep on believing that miracles happen to people who believe them :o)</div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-19851876652563064632010-11-07T00:57:00.001+08:002010-11-07T00:57:45.404+08:00Live About Being a Christian<div style="text-align: justify;">If you don't take time away from the routine of the day and reflect a little about your life. It can slip away so easily you wouldn't even realize it. So every now and then I would sit down like this, I would take some time off, just to see how am I going about in life. Am I doing what I am supposed to do, or have I gone astray.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I do not have a very regular life, not the one I wished I had nor would I choose the same road twice if given another chance. We don't get to choose everything in life, esspecially those pre-determined factors. But how we deal with it or Whom we choose to believe, that we determine.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I guess by now you have realized I spelt the word Whom with a capital letter. The greatest decision I have made in life, to say it plainly is to believe in Jesus Christ and God Himself. I am not going to convince you to join Christianity, my imperfection is glaringly revealed in my lack of interest to bother about your salvation. I am here to declare the gospel, in the clearest way, as accurately as I know how, not to sell it.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I'm afraid the church that I know of, might not be the same as you have perceived. For a start church is not a place where we go and learn what is right or wrong. People know what is right and wrong. They just don't have the power to do the right thing all the time. We all struggle in this area. And some of us feel bad about ourselves for the things we've done. We don't need another religious teacher to remind us of what we should and shouldn't do. What we need is a Saviour.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />There are no formulas on how to be a good Christian. Mostly because there is never such a thing as a good Christian. One can be better than the other, but none can be good enough.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />My former pastor used to ask us to wake up at 5.30 a.m. in the morning to pray. Read the bible at least one chapter a day.They call it spiritual dicipline, they also have spiritual warfare from time to time, it was mostly chanting against the air. It is believed that when you do such things, somehow you will get closer to God. They did it in vain. I know so because I did it with them.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I am not asking you to try another method that works, I am asking you to please stop trying. We tried so much, we got so full of ourselves. We wanted to do so many things. For a moment I thought I was God. Trying to save this world from spiritual warfare. Have you gone astray?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />This is the gospel. Jesus loves me so much, His love was beautiful, but my sins were ugly. Against a God that cannot possible tolerate my sinful ways, Jesus paid a ransom to save me. He paid up His life, so that I may have mine. I cheated death.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />And so it was the story goes, it was never about me. It was and still is, about Him. I don't go to church to learn what I should do, I go to church to learn what He has done. There is nothing left for us to do because Jesus has done it all, it is therefore - finished.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Our lives is a finished story written about on a cross. One might worry about what He should do now, because I've clearly said so that there is nothing left to do. But human, being human, we must do something less we can't rest. I say you stand on the mount of crucifiction, and you look upon the now empty cross. Perhaps if you stared long enough. You might just realize what I am trying to say all this while.</div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-40517816375051409122010-10-18T17:28:00.002+08:002010-10-18T17:29:46.130+08:00Judging Sermons<span style="font-weight: bold;">Super Short Talk: I posted this on faccebook note a few moments earlier. Indeed, facebook has taken blogging away. We all have to face that.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">This is an unqualified opinion written by a self-proclaimed rabbi and how he thinks that he shall one day be the greatest preacher this nation has ever seen or heard or will ever see again in a long long time. If you're already offended by the first sentence, there is no reason for you to read on for I have nothing to impart on you. Haven you read the scriptures, where Jesus said that we shall do greater things than He did? Of course you read it, but you have problem believing it. And that by far is not your biggest problem yet. Before you go on, it is advisable that take a deep breath and make yourself a cup of coffee, you have to relax. I am not your every day reading material.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />When I used to blog actively during the blogging hayday, I was a very inspirational one. Do you know what is more inspirational? Bak Kut Teh. I love Bak Kut Teh and myself have a fine taste for food. While having a conversation with my pastor and elder over Bak Kut Teh last weekend, I've decided to write an article to show the world how much I love food. Quoting from the food critic in 'Ratatouille", he said "I love food, I love it so much if it is not good, I will spit it out of my mouth". I may not yet be the greatest chef ever, cooking the best food, but I've spitted quite a good amount of sermons throughout my years of being a young Christian.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Rule no.1, there is only a good sermon or a bad sermon. Anything between it, is rubbish. You can either be hot or cold but if you are lukewarm, nobody's gonna drink you. But some of you would say, I like it lukewarm. That's because you are not a good food connoiseur and you are far away from being a serious CRITIC! If I happen to attend your church gentleman, trust me, I am the worst congregration you can ever get. There is no balance between law and grace. 99% Grace mixed with 1% Law, Legalism, Old Convenant thoughts, Religious ideas, is rubbish. Whatever is of fear, of insecure or just a long confusing message, is not right. There is no justification for it, you as the preacher must be accursed. And if you're not ready to hold the poupit, perhaps you should join me sitting among the congreation. I don't want to see you cursed, I want to see you blessed!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />You don't understand Andrew, in order for you to fully understand the dept of my sermon, you must first understand this this this this this and so on. Well let me ask you a question which you will not be able to answer. When you preach a sermon like that, who on earth is going to get saved? Since anyone who listens to you, have to understand a lot of the bible first before they can receive, perhaps you should share your thoughts in my synagogue among the holies of holies instead to the general public. As a preacher it is your responsibility to break down your sermons to the simplest and practical form ever. So that everyone can receive it. You cannot say your cooking is amazing, when you cook a dish so complicated, people don't even know how to eat it or which part to start eating. If you're a good chef, you cook a dish that everybody enjoys, as simple as that. No justification, go and improve yourself.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />As a preacher, and this is my unqualified opinion. You don't owe it to the congreation for a good sermon. You don't owe anybody anything. This is not your battle, you're not the boss in charge. God is, it is His battle, let Him fight it for you. Let Him anoint you, you carry your responsibility and do accordingly to His Word and He will deliver the victory to you. And this is the same in all things. I visit different churches, and if there is a universal truth, I believe that the poupit is so important. That a church, the management and whoever in charge should NEVER just let anybody preach on the stage. Being generous is one thing, being stupid is another. If I'd let other random preacher feed my sheep poison, I bear the responsibility for killing them.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />My pastor share with me also a story about a mega church in Singapore, I will tell it plainly. I believe it was Copeland ministry which were invited to speak in New Creation Church. A seminar it was, in this Seminar, Copeland ministry, clearly from the word of Faith circle made a mistake while preaching on the 2nd night. They were talking about love, and focused the whole idea of love being that we must love God. It is we, us, we and us and nothing else. It is clearly imbalanced. It's like trying to talk about sex and focus the whole idea into self-masturbation. Which is wrong. Sex is not like that. So on the next day, Sunday, the pastor of New Creation Church in charge changed his sermon immediately, and explain to the congreation the right concept about love in the bible, focusing back to God, that God is love and that it is Him who first loved us, therefore we are empowered to love Him back and so as others. It doesn't matter if it was the Copeland ministry. A bad dish is a bad dish.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I do not write to condemn, I write for people to hate me. And if in all the hatered towards all the offensive sentences that I have used. If you would grab only one truth or a simple right thing in my thousand words long article. My job is completed. From your friendly neighbourhood Rabbi, Andrew Ho.</div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-85182771702984716132010-10-10T23:51:00.003+08:002010-10-11T00:00:12.074+08:00Stupid People<div style="text-align: justify;">Live goes on like it should, the way we wanted it, the way we don't want it to be. It has been a while since I write anything. It's probably been a while since I can settle down with a little bit of sound mind. Being young is being ruthless I should say.<br /><br /><br />I have to say that blogging had seen it's hayday. But due to the lack of intelligent people around the world, it seems like reading has become a less popular hobby compared to facebook. Today I want to talk about stupid people.<br /><br /><br />Stupid people are those people that do not understand things. They are the people who spam your chatbox, they are the people that have a very low understanding about anything. They are short sighted, they say what they think, they think what they say, they cannot go beyond a very superficial surface of thinking things. This people are often failures in life and cannot survive without the support of their parents until they are 55 and finally die a meaningless life. That is a stupid person. And there are many of them around us.<br /><br /><br />Next I would love to talk about my hatered for stupid people. What can I say, stupid people is very irritating. They are like the pest of the world that needs to be destroyed. They must be eliminated before they destroy us. We must educate them, we must elevate their low state of mentality. Their 3rd world mentality, we must save them before they destroy themselves and us together.<br /><br /><br />Stupid people exist. They are reading this. Forget blogging, go make babies.<br /></div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-899900948545306022010-09-05T01:19:00.007+08:002010-09-05T01:33:56.784+08:00I AM LEGEND<div style="text-align: justify;">My works are philosophical, they are not biblical or clinically tested. They cannot be applied to real life situations all the time. They are to be pondered and hypothesized in an ideal world.<br /><br /><br />I have never studied philosophy. I have never read a book from Socrates, I only learn about Confucious from the movie Confucious. But I know Socrates did not read a book from Socrates too. And Confucious's teaching defer much from his teacher Lao Tzu. So I know if you're good at something, you are gifted. You don't need to study it in an in depth manner, and even if you did, you may as well do it in vain. Which explains why many people ended up doing different things than that they majored in college.<br /><br /><br />My works are simple for they are meant to educate simpletons. This is by far my GREATEST PIECE OF WORK THIS WORLD HAS EVER WITNESS. AND IT WILL FOREVER REMAIN ALIVE FOR ALL TIMES. Liken to the dead sea scroll which made up your bible. This will last many lifetimes, and many people will read and remember me by this. They will remember me in their history, in their literature, maidens will sing songs of me for this master piece. Movies and documentaries will be made, Leonardo De Caprio will be asked to play ME. and this URL will be auctioned in millions. With this, I proudly present: The Best of Teoh Beng Hock Inquest.<br /><br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />.<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/maQK3jNrg9E?fs=1&hl=en_GB"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/maQK3jNrg9E?fs=1&hl=en_GB" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-44416246980170264332010-09-02T14:52:00.001+08:002010-09-02T14:53:43.658+08:00Namewee Should Go to Jail<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" ><span>Namewee should go to jail. There are many ways to condemn racismn. But making a video asking people to suck cock is not one. He learnt nothing about chinese culture in Taiwan. A shame to chinese people and school. What difference does it make if we fight like that? What's next, throw shit at people like our neighbouring country? </span></span></div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-50812683732861430612010-08-16T23:49:00.002+08:002010-08-17T00:07:41.494+08:00Tonight<div style="text-align: justify;">There is a saying that the wants of men is an unending journey. Once you had acheived what you wanted, there is always a feeling of emptiness inside. A vacumm that voids your heart. And then you'll want to start it all over again. We always wanted more, we always wanted to know what's next, and we don't know when to stop. Perhaps we shouldn't stop.<br /><br /><br />But a sane man would stop once in for a while, and think about what he has done all over the years. About the things he has done to others so as himself. And pounder for a long long time.<br /><br /><br />I just got back to kuching after first year of University. Frankly speaking I don't miss home that much. Not the places, places are just places. Without the people and the company, places have really very insignificant meaning. Sometimes it's just sad to visit an old street you used to walk on a lot. If you know what I mean, nostalgia does not always give the best feeling.<br /><br /><br />Moving back can be very difficult once a person has moved on. Even if it were a better choice, it is still difficult. I think the human nature has the tendency to move forward in almost all the things they do. We don't usually like to look back. We probably don't like to remember, the mind, in some sense are made to forget things. The best therapy ever is to simply forget things.<br /><br /><br />A year in University had given me much experience in dealing with people. I can say that I've grown up a little more. I've never felt time pass so fast in my life. In a twinkling of an eye, I had neglected blogging for a year. Not that it is very important, I'm just mentioning.<br /><br /><br />When I close my eyes in the night, and I think about all the possibilities of my future. None of them really fancy me. And we all most probably ended up with the question "why? why my father is not Li Ka Shing, I want an easy life that requires less thinking!" And I really don't know what to expect. But I know, someday, somehow I'm going to make all these worthwhile. I don't know how, I just know I will.<br /><br /><br />May you feel the same too =)<br /></div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-22856528671089372192010-08-13T21:43:00.005+08:002010-08-13T22:09:35.073+08:00My Insignificant Life<div align="justify">There are many insignificant things that I want to talk about. There are so many of them sometimes I wonder why would people bother to read. The pursuit of happiness is a road filled with many fatal errors. In this pursuit people tend to lose balance, we all forgot what are the more important things. When career, work, relationships, friendships, beliefs and everything else comes together in a mix. Most people focus on one or two of these rational goals and disregard the others. So in the end, what did we live up to?<br /><br /><br /></div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">When you have a rich father, and I got no problem with that. Chances are that you can acheive material success more easily, provided that you don't ruined his wealth. When you don't have a rich father, you probably have to work your way up. Maybe your father aren't rich, but your children's father can be rich. Think it like that. But maybe you can work all your life and never be a billionaire, but it's okay, you have sufficient to eat and spend. As this world was never made to be fair, most people cannot be super rich, thank God we don't have to be super rich in order to acheive happiness.<br /><br /><br /></div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">Relationship is a bitch. There is this saying, the one you love most is probably not going to end up with you. Of course, I mean, how many people can miss California marry since so many people would "love" her. There is no theory that fits all. But most vagina can fit your penis, so, like I said relationships is a bitch. The best advise I can come up with, and it's true to everyone, is really: don't be too stuborn.<br /><br /><br /></div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">Belief I have 3 paragraphs to write, but since most of you wouldn't read, I would summarized it to 3 words instead: Believe in Jesus.<br /><br /><br /></div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">And these are the few things, not all of them, but a few that made up our lives. How we manage them, and how we see it decide the level of satisfaction we get. Ultimately it makes our lives meaningful.<br /><br /><br /></div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">There are many insignificant things I want to talk about, there are so many of them when you add them up. They made up your significant life. </div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-3418754641785204162010-08-06T18:01:00.003+08:002010-08-06T18:02:34.413+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">You can make me as rich as a billionaire. But I still wont want it if I had to look like Jho Low! </span></span>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-45913190825869128822010-07-25T20:57:00.004+08:002010-07-25T21:16:10.588+08:00How am I doing<div style="text-align: justify;">I had just read kennysia.com a moment ago, and he was discussing about people who likes to call themselves celebrities when they are not really one. That was just one interesting idea, it made me feel like calling myself a celeb too! But of course, my humble nature would never allow it, calling myself a celebrity when I am not is just too much. I am not a celebrity, I am a superstar! Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. And that is 6 seconds of your life you will not be getting back reading me.<br /></div><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/n0j1cIGyuFA&hl=en_GB&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/n0j1cIGyuFA&hl=en_GB&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">It has been nearly a year since I entered University. And I have to admit that life being busy means lesser blogging. Of course when I said busy, I was more refering to busy playing rather than studying. But thank God I still update this piece of blog from time to time. Although the interval may be quite a while.<br /><br /><br />I have learnt much since I came here. Not academically, but I believe meeting more people helps a person grow up. Especially those from different places and culture. I am currently still enjoying it while waiting for my internship. I applied a few in Kuching but had not receive a reply.<br /><br /><br />If there is one thing I dread now, it will be graduation. Who needs to graduate when he is having so much fun? But again it is inevitable. A big part of me has always dread about growing up, growing old, take responsibility and all those good things. I guess most of us do. And we aren't given a choice really, life just drives us about. We can either be the passenger or the driver. But we aren't allowed to stop the car.<br /><br /><br />I am going back to Kuching next month for a short 10 days. And coming back again, am also spending Hari Raya in KL. To sum it up? Nothing much.....<br /><br /><br />And oh ya, mum was not feeling well. Her right leg felt weak says she. and she fidn it hard to walk. She Went for a brain scan and the doctor found 2 black dots as small as half the size of a 5 cents coin. Doc said it is unlikely to be a tumour. But will have to observe and asked her to scan again 3 months later. Her blood test however was fine. So I would keep her in prayer. And even if it was just a short 10 days, I had to go back.<br /><br /><br />For we all have lives and our challenges.<br /></div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-72561070204608016802010-07-06T15:21:00.009+08:002010-07-06T16:05:40.541+08:00Why is Life Special?<div style="text-align: justify;">My friend asked me while I was cleaning the kitchen this afternoon, "Andrew, do you think life is special?" I hesitated for a moment to answer. Because I know it is a difficult question, a difficult one to explain and also to understand. People like to ask all sorts of questions sometimes, and although I can give a good explanation, many times I just ignore them because I don't believe they have enough depth, knowledge and critical thinking skill to accept what I have to say. But since he asked, I thought I would just try to enlighten him and the rest of you who may be reading.<br /><br /><br />For a start, you cannot answer the question "why is life special" in one sentence. Many people who ask questions expect a quick answer to their enquiry. Let me tell you something, in a world of philosophers, it takes 30 hours to think, 20 hours to rethink, 10 hours to recheck the logic to give you a simple statement. To give you a one sentence answer to whatever complicated thoughts you have is simply impossible.<br /><br /><br />So to answer the question, there are 3 parts you have to carefully understand. I will try my best to make it as simple as possible. Number 1, instead of telling you why life is special, you need to know first what kind of people think that life is meaningless. I always say, "if life is without God, there will be no meaning to life. If we are all an accident of science, and that this life on earth is all we have, it doesn't matter if I die today, tomorrow or have lived a little longer. At the end, it will all mean nothing. All the emotions, all the attachment, the love of families, friends, they will all be meaningless. It is better to die immediately than to go through all that unnecessary steps before we finally die". In short, people who don't believe in God will not find much meaning in life. Life will not appear very special to them. This is provided they can think deep enough to realize that. The general population cannot think like that.<br /><br /><br />Part 2, people who believe in God but has no idea who and what God is or they have a wrong conception of God will not find life special. Yes, one can say, I believe in God, so what? How does it give more meaning to life? Well let me explain, if you believe in God, you are no longer an accident of the nature or science. It's not, owh, suddenly, you appear as a baby and you have a life! No. It is not like that. You are not an accident. God made you. God gave you life. Of all the people that could live, God especially created you. Not anyone else, but you. Does that make you feel more special already? And because you believe God exist, life does not end on earth, you would as well believe in enternity. You would believe that there is much more than life on earth.<br /><br /><br />You might again say, ya ya, I heard the eternity stuff before. If you do good you go to Heaven, if not you go to Hell. What so special about that? And that is what lead us to part 3.<br /><br /><br />People who do not understand God and His nature will not appreciate life. They always see God as this Punisher or this Judge that is ever ready to punish them when they do wrong things. People who think like that do not have a solid foundation in the understanding of the bible. A person can go to church for 20 years and not know anything about God. I can guaratee you that because I myself had gone to church for 10 years. And I have spent a great amount of time in church. I would like to throw you a question. On the cross, Jesus had die for our sins. He had took all our sins on the cross and God had severely punished him. So all our sins were dealt with. Now, back to 2010, supposedly if you had done something wrong today, this "sin" they you have commited should be dealt with and punished 2000 years ago on Jesus, right? So if God punish you again, isn't He punishing the same sin twice on two different people? Does that make sense?<br /><br /><br />For those of you who has a weak foundation in the bible, you should get confuse by this moment. And to obtain and understand the answer for "why is life special", you have to talk to me personally. That is however a priviledge I don't easily give out. But for those of you who can still read, I would tell you here.<br /><br /><br />When you see God today, you cannot see him as the punisher anymore. He is done with punishing people. Today He is a God that is FOR you not AGAINST you. When you see life like that, would you think there is no meaning to life anymore? When you understand that there is a God who loves you, a God who bless you, a God who cares about you, who created you at the first place, who made you for a reason, for a purpose. YES, God created us all for a reason and a purpose, and what purpose and what plans God has in store for you is for you to find out. It is for you to seek Him. In his Word He say, Seek and you shall find, Ask and it shall be given. So you aren't created just to live and to die. You have a God that is gonna back up you, that is gonna lead you and MAKE A MEANING OUT OF YOUR LIFE. A God that is not a punisher and someone who cares only how to torture you. No, God don't do those things anymore. THERE ARE STILL SOME FUCKING PREACHERS OUT THERE THAT PREACH HE DOES, A LOT OF THEM, AND I CURSE THEM FOR SPEAKING THE WRONG THING. I CURSE THEM FOR CONFUSING PEOPLE. AND I LOOK DOWN ON THEIR LACK OF REVEALATION AND THEIR WHOLE BEING OF EXISTENCE.<br /><br /><br />And when you have understood more of this, you would have find that life is more special. And it is not something static, it is a progress. Which means, the more you understand God and His love, plans and his Word, the more you will see that life is indeed special. Different people will understand this and will apreciate life at different level. Mine perhaps is higher, yours is lower but I hope we all end up in the same place someday.<br /><br /><br />You see, this is what happen when you want an answer to a difficult question, do you have to brain to understand it just a little?<br /><br /><br />FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO CAN ONLY THINK AT MONKEY BRAIN LEVEL, HERE IS A ONE SENTENCE ANSWER: LIFE IS ALWAYS BORING, IT IS UP TO YOU TO MAKE IT INTERESTING! (THIS IS NOT THE REAL ANSWER, IT IS MEANT ONLY TO SATISFY THE LOWER LEVEL LESS EVOLVED HUMAN BEING)<br /></div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-28867018391438757462010-06-28T23:39:00.005+08:002010-06-29T00:13:29.456+08:00SO DON'T MISS OUT LIFE!<div style="text-align: justify;">I was afraid to face the future. Not because of how uncertain it is, I was afraid if it will happen just as I predicted it to be. The thought of graduating university, find a job, work, earn some money, find a mate, mate, have kids, and live a quiet and peaceful life. That thought itself scares the heck out of me.<br /><br /><br />I've always wanted life to be a little different, a little more exciting. A little more unpredictable. I don't want to end up just as I plan it to be! Of course, I was educated, I was taught if you don't plan, you plan to fail. But what if you plan and everything falls right into your planning? And that planning wasn't an amazing plan to begin with. It is a normal plan, it was a plan drafted by the norms of the society. It was a boring plan.<br /><br /><br />So plan something different I thought. We need to give room for more surprises in life. We can't shut every door and discount every opportunities. We have one life to live and we ought to live it as daringly as we could. I want to walk out this door and tell the world that I exist. I want to walk out this room and make meaning out of my life. Wouldn't you want to do that? Why give a chance to be small when we all could be much BIGGER?<br /><br /><br />Instead, if we were to just sit down and wait for surprises to knock at our doors, it will hardly come. We don't wait for surprises we make them. Life is always boring, it is up to us to make it interesting. SO DON'T MISS OUT LIFE! DON'T LET IT SLIP THROUGH YOU, DON'T WAIT TILL IT'S TOO LATE, DON'T WAIT TILL WE MISS A CHANCE.<br /><br /><br />"If we don't change direction soon, we will end up where we are going"<br /></div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-74161493618336598242010-06-25T19:45:00.002+08:002010-06-25T20:03:45.807+08:00Top 10 Andrew Quotes<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgaXzWgNgM5lXcHqMZGzokrTxIkp4IRXiLxAuEfr2uKJcnrScKbwmnc10F3t8I91pr6TvOjtHK0Pe-z0Kp-OZuv-foPvfXo8u8tXbuPJdPIWOXr3Km-Qvz9oR6aoTdcd3iE6UlzPOK1qro/s1600-h/1234.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 648px; height: 45px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgaXzWgNgM5lXcHqMZGzokrTxIkp4IRXiLxAuEfr2uKJcnrScKbwmnc10F3t8I91pr6TvOjtHK0Pe-z0Kp-OZuv-foPvfXo8u8tXbuPJdPIWOXr3Km-Qvz9oR6aoTdcd3iE6UlzPOK1qro/s400/1234.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5355335842794513346" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">10) They didn't remember me as someone bad, they didn't forget me for I wasn't average.<br /><br /><br />9) I didn't mean to hurt you, I only return the amount of hurt you first gave me.<br /><br /><br />8) I thought we could be friends forever, I guess forever means a very short time.<br /><br /><br />7) I was afraid you would forget me as time moves on, I realized you didn't. You just didn't care that much anymore, which is worst.<br /><br /><br />6) Random people who met randomly would most probably end up randomly.<br /><br /><br />5) I have gotten rid an addiction with a new one, now the only way to ged rid of the new addiction is to go back to the old one.<br /><br /><br />4) Life is about sex, sex is about life. Both building lives, and ruining lives.<br /><br /><br />3) If life is like a drama, mine's a comedy and you are the joker.<br /><br /><br />2) A longer penis doesn't mean a higher stature. It only means you can suck your own cock much easier.<br /><br /><br />1) Someday I'm gonna be great, and I will pay you a special visit when that day finally comes. Don't worry, I will track you down.<br /><br /></div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-52717242541899102922010-06-17T22:17:00.004+08:002010-06-17T22:32:10.227+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;">It's been a long while since I blogged. That's probably because it's been a long while since I had time to sit down like this. Life is a never ending story, until it really ended. Others will still have their life to continue with. So to talk about life is like watching a hokkien drama that has 900 episodes. We all give up bothering about it half way.<br /></div><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhzvSsIodgR0zZdx3VZgvDnSWAKLkzN6hFA2up9U0d2kqzYttm7BiegtH5KQMidLgF9G13Ey4RM5ByXm98VXQKNeAJOp_2OSHbHxhU2Ofiy5D_G4h67hS4dSpaA8AqC_5nyJc7eGFMS0ps/s1600/DSC02082.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 296px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhzvSsIodgR0zZdx3VZgvDnSWAKLkzN6hFA2up9U0d2kqzYttm7BiegtH5KQMidLgF9G13Ey4RM5ByXm98VXQKNeAJOp_2OSHbHxhU2Ofiy5D_G4h67hS4dSpaA8AqC_5nyJc7eGFMS0ps/s400/DSC02082.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483747596115957522" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Politics is also a never ending story. After following it for years, you get kinda fed up with the same character. Sometimes you just feel like grouping them together and throw them down the ocean. Both the government and the opposition. They are like these flies flying around your ears. Annoying it is.<br /><br /><br />It is the World Cup now. And the performance of all the countries in general really make it looks like a World Shit Cup. It seems nothing and no one is so legendary after all.<br /></div><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh3caKeP6gO2guqTqTTMmhahXuAadgQ_JfpSv9QnAdk22hbSr-ocrabHySgBk8DXLyukyF9o7Na7otOLeTuoZ9k8-S1hhzyALyzd2Y_kh1FjE_Itl2RPYWGhNyO1EHbzef0qxIS-xaaIe4/s1600/rubiks-cube.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 350px; height: 359px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh3caKeP6gO2guqTqTTMmhahXuAadgQ_JfpSv9QnAdk22hbSr-ocrabHySgBk8DXLyukyF9o7Na7otOLeTuoZ9k8-S1hhzyALyzd2Y_kh1FjE_Itl2RPYWGhNyO1EHbzef0qxIS-xaaIe4/s400/rubiks-cube.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5483748969044699682" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">I've recently learnt how to solve the rubic cube. I can solve one in like 5 minutes now or lesser. The sultan of Brunei decided to divorce his Malaysian wife. I guess people who has too much money are prone to changing wives. It is an absolute understandable but unexcusable mistake.<br /><br /><br />I have been watching movies. Have been visiting the cinemas quite often. Will be catching Toy Story 3 tomorrow. But I didn't even watched the 1 or 2 before. Not quite a cartoon fan, sometimes we do certain things not to entertain ourselves, but to entertain people around us.<br /><br /><br />Anyway, furious indian wife slices off husband's penis.<br /></div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-54925040389448853032010-06-13T01:21:00.003+08:002010-06-13T01:24:38.610+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;">Quoting Kenny Sia:<br /><br /><br />"We used to always hang out together, help each other out, tell stupid jokes and laugh our heads off. These days I gotta watch my words so much. If not, things I say might be misconstrued as something else."<br /><br /><br />and also:<br /><br /><br />"A place is only as meaningful as the company you have over there"<br /><br /><br />and I think it makes so much sense! [Like it]<br /></div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-91747531622317668612010-06-09T21:01:00.002+08:002010-06-09T21:09:11.161+08:00None Taken<div style="text-align: justify;">I hesitate a thousand to update my blog because updating facebook status is more fun.<br /><br />I am currently looking for an internship to do at the end of the year in Kuching or KL, depending on what job is offered. If you are a Barrack Obama and you happen to click on my blog by a terrible mistake, and if you'd like to offer me an INTERNSHIP in the white house. I am happy to accept your offer. If not, work in Najib's office I also don't mind. If not, WORK AS ANWAR'S PERSONAL AIDE ALSO I DON'T MIND. I BELIEVE I WONT GET SODOMIZE. EVEN IF ANWAR WANT TO ALSO I THINK CANNOT, I COULD HAVE EASILY BREAK A FEW OF HIS BONES WITH ONE HAND. HE'S A 60+ YEAR OLD MAN. EVEN A DOG IS NOT AFRAID OF THAT.<br /><br />So.......... I really hesitate a thousand to update my blog. Recently my emotional has been stable and I don't feel the urge to bring anyone through any emotional crap.<br /><br />Really, life sucks sometime, but not all the time. Fix it.<br /><br /><br />And of course, if you get too bored with reading my blog. You can always add me on <a href="http://www.facebook.com/#%21/theandrewhoprofile">facebook</a>! And this is not some fans profile. I am not so popular yet. Soon will be but not now. So you can add me on my personal profile straight. How good.<br /></div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-65299594824661024422010-05-28T01:21:00.004+08:002010-05-28T01:42:46.510+08:00KISS means Keep It Simple Stupid<div style="text-align: justify;">As years go by and we grow older, we understand that as life gets older, responsibility too grows heavier. Challenges grow bigger and reality seems to get more real.<br /><br /><br />I too like you wish I could live among my imaginations and fantasy everyday. Without the slightest worries and care. But it isn't so.<br /><br /><br />When we were children, we live today as today, tomorrow as tomorrow. We gaze into the future and see endless possibilities. We did not worry a bit about life. We did not care about pressure, we didn't know what it was. We did not live to survive, we live because we sincerely believe life was good.<br /><br /><br />We didn't care about who is richer. We didn't really mind who was prettier, we didn't really differentiate people by their colour. It seems like we had picked up all the bad <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">habits</span> as we grew. Most kids neither smoke nor drink. They aren't addicted to porn or masturbate compulsively. They weren't sexual. They don't hate each other with great <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">hatred</span>. But when we grew, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">environment</span> and society taught us shit. Since when did smoking become cool? You live a life addicted to a rod of grass. You deliberately jeopardise your own health and other's as well. Which part of you is really cool?<br /><br /><br />When would we in all our insanity learn how to think properly? Most of us wouldn't. Because when life gets older, responsibility too grows heavier. Challenges grow bigger and reality seems to get more real. Most of us just couldn't handle it.</div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-81568878700048350632010-05-17T00:05:00.002+08:002010-05-17T00:30:58.116+08:00Keep BreathingThere isn't a lot I have to say recently. And the reason I am updating today is of course, DAP wins! Politics is like sports, you pick your team and you support them. If you pick rightly, it benefits you. If you don't, you get screwed.<br /><br /><br />I like to put words in simple form. So that those who read it can understand. Even if it were a very complicated thought. Life is difficult enough, other things should be made easier.<br /><br /><br />If you'd walk with me for a while. Over a cup of coffee and read the things I have to say. You'd know at the end of the day I had wanted nothing from you. I just wanted to chat and get a few things across my mind.<br /><br /><br />If we look around us, we wont so much see a world full of love. At least that's what I think. People are always getting angry with people. Trying to find problems. Trust is not common, even among friends there lies doubts.<br /><br /><br />In these darkness we all try to shine, we all try to burn a little brighter. Channeling a little more positive energy. We all try to smile a bit, when really smiling can be a difficult thing to do. So we're cool.<br /><br /><br />Being pessimistic is not a way of life. But if you're going through a hard time now. Do not feel depress. You are just as normal as anyone else. Keep breathing. Just keep breathing. There are times I know when it is hard to breath. But if we don't keep doing so, we had chosen to give up before we fail.<br /><br /><br />So keep breathing.Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-41174265540624181882010-05-08T03:49:00.006+08:002010-05-08T04:33:53.303+08:00The M Word<div style="text-align: justify;">Human nature does not differ much from each individual, even though they may have different character. It's like masturbating, 90% of all boys do it, 10% lie about it.<br /><br /><br />There is a saying that all of us are unique. And the truth is we are. But when you put 6 billion of unique individuals together. It makes some of us look very average. I'd like to think that we're all special. But no, we aren't really so. If you think too highly of yourself, it is hard not to degrade others. So I'd like to think that I'm a regular person <s>and I masturbate additively.</s><br /><br /><br />I like to be frank. There are already too much pretense around us. Some do so to avoid being embarrassed. Some are too shy to admit who they are and what they do, others just follow the norm of the society. There is no norm in the society. We had long differed from it.<br /><br /><br />And I don't like it. I met an interesting friend the other day who came for a visit in KL. I barely know him but he was far more sociable than anyone I've met before. In a few hours time, we have already started hanging like we've known each others for years. I'm not easily impressed by people. But he was impressive and very frank. I've always wanted to be a little bit more like that. And we all should.<br /><br /><br />Open up a little more of our heart. Be a little more vulnerable. Get embarrassed a little bit more than we should. And be human.<br /></div><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgyqrelG9_ZMKqxblVNeCZqAvHloukIfS6NHUbbUBTBGPdK649UdyDyJzTHd3GpR0XfB2zHLrlbr9G9zL4D0FtGLK4__7QWNhO_bphduKN6v1XIy0qBzdVcd85JbzrXCmh1WVho18rbVV0/s1600/gameandwatch-masturbation.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 326px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgyqrelG9_ZMKqxblVNeCZqAvHloukIfS6NHUbbUBTBGPdK649UdyDyJzTHd3GpR0XfB2zHLrlbr9G9zL4D0FtGLK4__7QWNhO_bphduKN6v1XIy0qBzdVcd85JbzrXCmh1WVho18rbVV0/s400/gameandwatch-masturbation.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5468628441936494514" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Don't judge others before judging yourself</span></span><br /></div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-56055003619015160562010-04-27T02:02:00.007+08:002010-04-27T02:36:12.990+08:00Just a Thought<div style="text-align: justify;">It's been a while since I updated my life. All I've been doing was really writing some erroneous passages and expect people to read. At this rate, I don't even know if people read me anymore. Well, my life...<br /></div><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhcFVCbsPEYkYX6Icizltb5xFekvI2eefB0IzF0USZ5Jdh7LX1xkw8guKPO9R5ddtW_Ylcl95XdxXzJ2C6xla5KLU9leczN3vXTP7CszgwjmKmRKijymuBILEMYoK1uE3ohyvZMSgYZzWA/s1600/DSC00666.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhcFVCbsPEYkYX6Icizltb5xFekvI2eefB0IzF0USZ5Jdh7LX1xkw8guKPO9R5ddtW_Ylcl95XdxXzJ2C6xla5KLU9leczN3vXTP7CszgwjmKmRKijymuBILEMYoK1uE3ohyvZMSgYZzWA/s400/DSC00666.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464508680930479746" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">....is actually good. Except it being very Indonesian. Like how I've known 2 new Indonesians friends again this week, they came to visit KL on a holiday. I don't usually like people that fast, or so to speak, I don't usually like people at all. But surprising I hanged out with them 3 full days and spent the night in their room. Thank God anyway that their visit lasted a few days. Else I'd be much poorer than I'm now since all the freaking Indonesian Chinese I know are freaking rich. Nobody gets as middle class as me when they have businesses like 11 gold and jewelry shops. Which further inspires me, next time, I should venture into businesses too.<br /><br /><br />Making random friends is always fun for me. It's like one night stand. You come together, you have fun and then you leave. Perhaps you keep in touch, or else, you just move on. But I'm not so bad though, I do keep in touch with people, if I like you. I'll send you a facebook greeting once a year.<br /><br /><br />Other than that, I turnt 21. Celebration wasn't so much, just had lunch with friends and hanged out. I bet I wont delight so much in birthday celebration again, because I am really getting older. Before 21, I was "growing up" and not "growing old". You see the difference?<br /></div><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhB8wj1rEKffEDTCniMtZAlLVMrsTSqLzQv4lcYhWTbGYXTNtlYBOamhYkozf3MGeKVQuWwB8mIGY7zRJRlLurasMkOblZhtbY0Y9ViUd_9Wcjs_LRKEvdct8AOfIZSlXyoNZ7dNP-R-bE/s1600/DSC00033.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 301px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhB8wj1rEKffEDTCniMtZAlLVMrsTSqLzQv4lcYhWTbGYXTNtlYBOamhYkozf3MGeKVQuWwB8mIGY7zRJRlLurasMkOblZhtbY0Y9ViUd_9Wcjs_LRKEvdct8AOfIZSlXyoNZ7dNP-R-bE/s400/DSC00033.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464513304228853282" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">I had an awful long sit at starbucks the other night. Rethinking my life. It's just one of those things I do every 4-5 months. I seldom feel so relax. I really don't. Usual days are just usual days, even when you sleep, you don't sleep in that much peace. Busy days are even out of the topic. But I'm having my holiday this week. So I decided to take time and rest a little. I was just staring at the ceiling, like the one in the picture. I was just looking at them. Like you I see woods lining up in different paterns. And I just thought to myself, the only thing that differenciate those woods is how they line up themselves. Like how we're all people, human. The only thing that makes us different or special, is really how we decided to line up our "paterns". It was just a thought.<br /></div><br /><br />So I had quite a lot of thinking about "what am I doing now", "where am I heading in life", "where do I want it to be like" and "am I doing it right". I thought we all should just have a little idea of it. It was just a thought.Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-24737302404207234372010-04-23T00:46:00.005+08:002010-04-23T01:07:47.297+08:00Redemption<div style="text-align: justify;">If I've ever told you that I do not care. I was lying. And how could we not be bothered in a world which is so far away from perfect. How could you and I let go of the past if we know it will always be repeated?<br /><br /><br />I wanted you to be right, right all the way. But how could someone like me who is equally wrong wishes something so naive? We always wanted things our way. But we never bothered, not even for a second, to see others as mirrors which reflect ourselves. Your dirt is my dirt, your sin is my sin. But we're all too quick to judge and too selfish to understand.<br /><br /><br />A soldier was running from his enemies, when he saw his colleagues that ran even faster and even further than he was, he laughed at them thinking they are cowards. Greater cowards indeed he thought, but was he himself afraid? Not everyone could have turn around and fight, most of us had only succumbed to the temptation of the flesh. We ran as cowards, all of us we ran into it.<br /><br /><br />At the end of the fight, when all things calmed down for a second. We look back and see what we've done. But it wasn't important anymore. Because people died. Because a piece of our soul was sold to the devil.<br /><br /><br />At this point of time, we needed no more condemnation. We had already condemned ourselves far before anyone else did. What we needed was redemption......<br /></div><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbb1HHjtP32Wge2D8JMVMQ-vufjggdS6e7_U3tz-gPPMKWaYAPcfNlr1nhXteJBowpiLutgm834cPjblqgC6R31zp9EcnRq-m1KSeNIp9mcS5o50E3hGwmpvAGm7_YM5ypkcDULsTeqbw/s1600/DSC00660.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 303px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbb1HHjtP32Wge2D8JMVMQ-vufjggdS6e7_U3tz-gPPMKWaYAPcfNlr1nhXteJBowpiLutgm834cPjblqgC6R31zp9EcnRq-m1KSeNIp9mcS5o50E3hGwmpvAGm7_YM5ypkcDULsTeqbw/s400/DSC00660.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5463009499166037266" border="0" /></a>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-87236452717129590492010-04-18T02:29:00.003+08:002010-04-18T02:31:39.303+08:00Today Is My 21st Birthday<span style="font-size:180%;">And there is no way I am blogging today.</span>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4328180525590042401.post-22983700862751543222010-04-13T03:33:00.010+08:002010-04-13T04:25:39.475+08:00I Can Write Bahasa Malaysia Too!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjLcyvZwXQ3X1IBOVvbJoSyItkvTW57Ok7cw9RzgB6PgLfMFNMNJZOC_79hHbABfT7O5ufODKM-r5IZNg43MhFRFqSSXBczZMG4ZuhQD9CPtul-irDsTWUFlTjVuCCSXn7dOjfRR8F7xFg/s1600/26889_406376424993_753029993_5023040_556887_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 371px; height: 390px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjLcyvZwXQ3X1IBOVvbJoSyItkvTW57Ok7cw9RzgB6PgLfMFNMNJZOC_79hHbABfT7O5ufODKM-r5IZNg43MhFRFqSSXBczZMG4ZuhQD9CPtul-irDsTWUFlTjVuCCSXn7dOjfRR8F7xFg/s400/26889_406376424993_753029993_5023040_556887_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459348135459560898" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />Sudahlah lepaskan semua. Aku sudah keletihan mengerjarkan mimpi-mimpi yang tak mungkin berlaku. Sesungguhnya, kalau seseorang harus membuat perkara-perkara yang bodoh untuk menjadi dewasa. Rasanya, aku sudah dewasa.<br /><br /><br />Semakin hari aku semakin tua. Rasanya selama 21 tahun ini, pencapaianku pun tak seberapa. Kemungkinan kehidupanku juga tak bawa seberapa banyak makna ke atas teman-teman di sisiku. Setiap hari kita kan berubah, aku pernah mencuba sebaik yang aku mampu. Namun sebaik yang termampu masih tidak mencukupi.<br /><br /><br />Aku lebih pandai dari kalian semua dalam soal berpura-puraan. Berlagak baik, menggunakan bahasa sopan, membilang kata-kata manis. Tidak susah jika aku mahu meminta sedikit cinta daripadamu. Aku banyak mencuba, sesaat yang lalu, aku terpikat sama si cantik. Seaat kemudian, aku binggung kenapa hatiku berubah dengan begitu cepat.<br /><br /><br />Tanggungjawab itu satu perkataan teori sahaja. Jika kau hendak mencari-cari satu hubungan yang mengasyikkan. Yang serupa cerita dongeng dalam wayang-wayang, tanggungjawab harus diabaikan. Ikutilah pergerakkan hatimu dan bermain sewenang-wenangnya. Jika hatimu diremuk pada akhir-akhirnya. Apabila kamu merasai kepiluan yang tidak terhingga. Kamu seharusnya sedar bahawa kamu harus bangun dari mimpi-mimpimu.<br /><br /><br />Sudahlah lepaskan semua.....<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">And for those who doesn't understand Malay, this is what google translate thinks I write!</span><br /><br /><br />Woe miss everyone. I am tired mengerjarkan dreams may not occur. Indeed, if one must do these stupid things to become adults. It seems like I have grown.<br /><br /><br />The day I get older. It seems like for 21 years, not even as pencapaianku. Chance of Life did not bring as much meaning for my friends in the "I. Every day, right change, I have tried best I could. But the best is still not affordable enough.<br /><br /><br />I am smarter than you all in terms of make-puraan. Good posture, using polite language, counting words sweet. Not hard if I want to ask for a little love from you. I have a lot to try, a second ago, I stuck the same beautiful. Seaat later, I binggung why I changed my heart so fast.<br /><br /><br />Responsibility is a word only theory. If you want to look for a relationship exciting. Similar tales in the movie-movie, the responsibility should be ignored. Follow the movement of your heart and played carelessly. If your heart diremuk end-end. When you feel the emotion that goes. You should be aware that you need to wake up from a dream-dream.<br /><br /><br />Woe miss all .....<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"> <span style="font-weight: bold;">Super Short Note: This passage is for literature purposes only</span></span><br /></div>Andrew Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14132641135380265332noreply@blogger.com3