Monday, June 28, 2010


I was afraid to face the future. Not because of how uncertain it is, I was afraid if it will happen just as I predicted it to be. The thought of graduating university, find a job, work, earn some money, find a mate, mate, have kids, and live a quiet and peaceful life. That thought itself scares the heck out of me.

I've always wanted life to be a little different, a little more exciting. A little more unpredictable. I don't want to end up just as I plan it to be! Of course, I was educated, I was taught if you don't plan, you plan to fail. But what if you plan and everything falls right into your planning? And that planning wasn't an amazing plan to begin with. It is a normal plan, it was a plan drafted by the norms of the society. It was a boring plan.

So plan something different I thought. We need to give room for more surprises in life. We can't shut every door and discount every opportunities. We have one life to live and we ought to live it as daringly as we could. I want to walk out this door and tell the world that I exist. I want to walk out this room and make meaning out of my life. Wouldn't you want to do that? Why give a chance to be small when we all could be much BIGGER?

Instead, if we were to just sit down and wait for surprises to knock at our doors, it will hardly come. We don't wait for surprises we make them. Life is always boring, it is up to us to make it interesting. SO DON'T MISS OUT LIFE! DON'T LET IT SLIP THROUGH YOU, DON'T WAIT TILL IT'S TOO LATE, DON'T WAIT TILL WE MISS A CHANCE.

"If we don't change direction soon, we will end up where we are going"

Friday, June 25, 2010

Top 10 Andrew Quotes

10) They didn't remember me as someone bad, they didn't forget me for I wasn't average.

9) I didn't mean to hurt you, I only return the amount of hurt you first gave me.

8) I thought we could be friends forever, I guess forever means a very short time.

7) I was afraid you would forget me as time moves on, I realized you didn't. You just didn't care that much anymore, which is worst.

6) Random people who met randomly would most probably end up randomly.

5) I have gotten rid an addiction with a new one, now the only way to ged rid of the new addiction is to go back to the old one.

4) Life is about sex, sex is about life. Both building lives, and ruining lives.

3) If life is like a drama, mine's a comedy and you are the joker.

2) A longer penis doesn't mean a higher stature. It only means you can suck your own cock much easier.

1) Someday I'm gonna be great, and I will pay you a special visit when that day finally comes. Don't worry, I will track you down.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

It's been a long while since I blogged. That's probably because it's been a long while since I had time to sit down like this. Life is a never ending story, until it really ended. Others will still have their life to continue with. So to talk about life is like watching a hokkien drama that has 900 episodes. We all give up bothering about it half way.

Politics is also a never ending story. After following it for years, you get kinda fed up with the same character. Sometimes you just feel like grouping them together and throw them down the ocean. Both the government and the opposition. They are like these flies flying around your ears. Annoying it is.

It is the World Cup now. And the performance of all the countries in general really make it looks like a World Shit Cup. It seems nothing and no one is so legendary after all.

I've recently learnt how to solve the rubic cube. I can solve one in like 5 minutes now or lesser. The sultan of Brunei decided to divorce his Malaysian wife. I guess people who has too much money are prone to changing wives. It is an absolute understandable but unexcusable mistake.

I have been watching movies. Have been visiting the cinemas quite often. Will be catching Toy Story 3 tomorrow. But I didn't even watched the 1 or 2 before. Not quite a cartoon fan, sometimes we do certain things not to entertain ourselves, but to entertain people around us.

Anyway, furious indian wife slices off husband's penis.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Quoting Kenny Sia:

"We used to always hang out together, help each other out, tell stupid jokes and laugh our heads off. These days I gotta watch my words so much. If not, things I say might be misconstrued as something else."

and also:

"A place is only as meaningful as the company you have over there"

and I think it makes so much sense! [Like it]

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

None Taken

I hesitate a thousand to update my blog because updating facebook status is more fun.

I am currently looking for an internship to do at the end of the year in Kuching or KL, depending on what job is offered. If you are a Barrack Obama and you happen to click on my blog by a terrible mistake, and if you'd like to offer me an INTERNSHIP in the white house. I am happy to accept your offer. If not, work in Najib's office I also don't mind. If not, WORK AS ANWAR'S PERSONAL AIDE ALSO I DON'T MIND. I BELIEVE I WONT GET SODOMIZE. EVEN IF ANWAR WANT TO ALSO I THINK CANNOT, I COULD HAVE EASILY BREAK A FEW OF HIS BONES WITH ONE HAND. HE'S A 60+ YEAR OLD MAN. EVEN A DOG IS NOT AFRAID OF THAT.

So.......... I really hesitate a thousand to update my blog. Recently my emotional has been stable and I don't feel the urge to bring anyone through any emotional crap.

Really, life sucks sometime, but not all the time. Fix it.

And of course, if you get too bored with reading my blog. You can always add me on facebook! And this is not some fans profile. I am not so popular yet. Soon will be but not now. So you can add me on my personal profile straight. How good.