Moving Forward

Super quote of the day: Act as if ye hath faith and faith shall be given to you. In other words, fake it till you make it!

After a series of insensitive attacks and condemnation from all my friends for the last 2 and a half months towards my permed hair, I've decided to put an end to it. My hair is short, straight and sexy again.

There are certain days when you wake up in the morning, or when you remain awake to the very late of night. And you just think to yourself for a moment "this time I'm gonna do it right, I'm gonna live my life right, I'm gonna put everything together and start it anew, the past is gone, this time it will be different...."



Every time whenever I do that, it feels good. It helps me to overlook the past and move on with a better note. Certain times in life, being rational is almost as good as being stupid. I can always tell you what is the best thing to do in a situation, but I will also assure you that it is not what I am going to do. It is not good to have premarital sex, ask me anytime on that, I will tell you the same thing. It is not good to cheat, it is not good to lie, it is not good to be lazy, it is not good to watch porn and masturbate 3 times a day, it is not good to get loaded after you have a break up, the most rational thing to do is to pick yourself up and understand that it is a girl and boy affair, accept it and move on.



But in reality, when you have a break up and you come to me, I will tell you what I've just said and then give you a beer. Being rational is sometimes as good as being stupid. Don't ever write that in your business paper, but write it on your life.



For of course the past exist, and it will mostly repeat itself. Every time when I pick myself up and say "I''m gonna do it right this time". What's going to happen is that I'll start my life anew, screw it up, pick myself up, start it anew and screw it up again. This is life, we are human and there is little we can change. So accept Christ.



Every time when I write something which I think is good. I will look at it and say 'you have just written something really good, this will be an inspiration to some people' and I'll be very happy about it. I've written many of them sometimes I wonder when will I be going out of ideas. When will I see the end of it. I have just realised I wouldn't.



Because certain days I wake up in the morning, or when I remain awake to the very late of night. I just think to myself "this time I'm gonna do it right, I'm gonna live my life right, I'm gonna put everything together and start it anew, the past is gone, screw the past, this time it will be different.